urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nameless_one This disspassionate report of the things I like to hear. Eron Deleon 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nameless_one:148911 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z every so often, I feel it<br /><br />I don't understand it,<br />the simplest things set it off, but once its there, it won't go away.<br />burning underneath the skin,<br />An agony in the pit of my stomach...aching.<br />Longing, wanting to reach out, but you're tied up.<br /><br />I hate it, I hate it so much, but I can't control it.<br />It eats at me. like jealousy, but I don't know what to call it,<br /><br />My body reels against my mind, and I cannot find any sort of comfort against it.<br /><br />Like your blood is water in a boiling pot with the lid welded on.<br /><br />I can't get the images out of my mind.<br /><br />Is this weakness, or just something i ate...<br /><br />then I notice it in everyone around me.<br />Impatience,<br />Frustration,<br />even mild violence.<br /><br />what is it in the air..and why can't i understand?